Shambles

I feel like my life is in 99% shambles right now.  Being home on leave the past two weeks has helped me realize who I was before the Navy.  I had a lot of potential, and I've been a pretty big disappointment to myself.  I have so much shame and guilt built up inside.  When I get out in 6 months I'll just take the time to get my life back in order.  Being in the Navy is basically like living a double life.  My two lives really never meshed, most likely a result of being overseas the whole time.

P.S. Don't look up your ex girlfriends when you are bored.  It's nothing but heartache.