I feel like my life is in 99% shambles right now. Being home on leave the past two weeks has helped me realize who I was before the Navy. I had a lot of potential, and I've been a pretty big disappointment to myself. I have so much shame and guilt built up inside. When I get out in 6 months I'll just take the time to get my life back in order. Being in the Navy is basically like living a double life. My two lives really never meshed, most likely a result of being overseas the whole time.
P.S. Don't look up your ex girlfriends when you are bored. It's nothing but heartache.